I have some good uplifting quotes pinned on Pinterest. I love "feel good" quotes. They inspire me and make me feel like everything is going to be okay. I especially enjoy this one and think it has a great message:
Life is messy.
Life is full of defiant kids, spilled coffee, nothing for
dinner, math pages not done, lots of noise, messy counters. It is full of late
nights, relationship struggles, bills to be paid, and unrealistic expectations.
But let me remind you - life is also full of sweet moments that are often
forgotten when those you're a terrible mother moments fill our heads.
Moments like the time you rocked the baby to sleep, prepared Food Network
quality great dinners, got math pages and extra credit done, little I love
you's, books read, hand in hand walks through the store, the time that you
said yes to the little thing, sunsets and sunrises, laundry baskets that
are completely empty, toys that are sorted, and sweet moments of
peace.
Remember those in those terrible feeling motherhood moments.
Remember.
This last little while, I've been struggling with motherhood, the kind of mother I am and the choices I make for my kids. I feel like I often go in cycles like this. Where I go along doing great and then grumpy feelings set in. I start to wonder why I homeschool and why I drive myself nuts each day. I wonder how much more my brain can take the "Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom...", the whining little voices, the fighting. My brain can only take so much and I don't have time to think for myself. I know I am not alone and I know I'll soon feel better about things. It's just difficult sometimes :)
I know I want to homeschool and I know it's what's best for my kids right now. Some days are just so tough to be around my kids all the time. I was talking with a family friend the other day who is going through a hard time. This person is not a member of the LDS church and is struggling with a life changing event right now. As they were talking through their struggle and not knowing what to do and if it's the right thing, I kept thinking how grateful I am for the gospel and to have prayer. My life has such purpose with it and I would be lost without it. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have the knowledge that I can pray to our Heavenly Father anytime, anywhere. He has given me direction and comfort in times of need.

Anyways, where am I going with all this?? I am grateful for the sweet little moments in life and for each and every day I get to spend with my children. It is difficult, but it is the most important thing I can be doing with my life. I can't imaging sending them away each day, not knowing what they are doing. I get to be with them and help shape their little souls. They are what I was sent here to do. I would be so sad if I couldn't be with them and share in the little things of each day.
During General Conference a week ago, Boyd K. Packer gave a talk titled
These Things I Know. He talked about how our "nests" are under attack. We need to protect our "nestlings". I loved this so much and it had a great impact on me. I encourage you to click on the link and read his talk. The world out there is a scary place and we need to make sure we are teaching our children, giving them direction and making our homes a safe haven.
I am so grateful for the sweet little spirit that will join our family in a couple months. Even though days are tough, this is what life is all about. This is Heavenly Father's plan and I'm grateful to be a mother and to be raising these kids, to be apart of this great work. I'm excited to meet my baby and have her join our family.
Happy Monday everyone and I hope you have a great week!!
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